wowwwweeee

well it happened....I messed around with HIM...we kissed and stuff... but man! I am soooo convinced that he is the guy for me, but it sucks be we r both leaving soon.

He is such a great kisser, and I loved when he was biting on my neck. So he decided that he wants to sleep with me, and friday he is coming back over.

So I realized that I am ready to make that step in life and I want it to be with him...I just have to figure out how to be quiet and not get myself in trouble~ lol

Deucesssss

la la la la laaaaa

Im sleepy...I wanna quit my job and I think I have feelings for Decona...How crazy!

I hung out with Decona and man, I think he has a thing for me and I have a thing for him... We were at the movies and he kept trying to grab my boob ..like always.. and then after the movie, we went to the park...we were swinging on the swing then it started to pour...we got into the lil house thing..and He kept trying to make me sit back on him...and he kept trying to get in my face to kiss me...

I would have let him do that...but I dont kno...I think I like him alot...although he has slept with 5 girls...

He has an affect on me, he makes me laugh and smile...but I dont think anything will ever happen with me and him...Maybe if he hung out again something will happen...

Wooowww

So I have had a new outlook on life and I have decided that I am finally gonna stop slacking and change myself! I am sick of being made fun of and not being happy with myself! I am going to fix my body and make myself happy.

I have also decided to not go back in the past and try to fix situations that are un fixable! Guys crazy ex wants ti try to trll me off, Im gonna brush off the haters and get on with life! I am going back to school to persue my career, start my new job and start life as a new me!

U like?

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..Just Keep Swimming....

OMG I LOVE SWIMMINGGG!!! So today I swam! I had soo much fun swimming with Stephanie! I pushed her in! lol

Work 2moro! Blah! I dont wanna go but Oh well! Its a short shift!

So I dont know what to type about tonight! Umm...lets do a thought of the day!

Thought of the day: It doesnt matter if you use Pork seasoning on beef! It doesnt make a difference! - Kendra!

Deucessss

ICE CREAM EATING CONTEST TOMORROW!!!!! I'm happy I'm not actually in it... So, why do people let their fat kids sign up for these things? Yeah your kid looks like they can eat all that ice cream, but 14% of kids are overweight, so I guess you want to feed into that? Yeah Lady, THINK AGAIN!

So at work, there is this dumb girl that has been there for over a month and still doesn't know how to make a simple sundae....That's one of the easiest things you can make! She didn't even know that we had caramel!!!!

NEWSFLASH:::IF YOU HIRE SOMEONE AND IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS THEY DON'T GET IT, THEN THEY NEED TO BE LET GO!!!!

So at my job, again here I go with my miserable job, there is this lady that is old, like the grandmother of Brusters, and she sits and complains about all the things us young kids do wrong. Today she complained about cell phones! I'm sorry that this 65 year old lady doesn't have one. Or at least if she does, she doesnt use it! Like this generation needs cell phones to live, she doesnt realize that sending a text isnt hurting anyone. Im sorry we are not all old and ancient like her and didnt need a cell phone...WE ACTUALLY HAVE LIVES...WE NEED TO TALK TO PEOPLE!!! LOL

Im sorry but....THE TRUTH HURTSS..

DEUCESS..

oh oh oh oh oh, pa pa pa poke her faceee

So Bobby apologized and almost got fired....so instead he cried his eyes out to me asking for forgiveness...I dont know what made me forgive him, I think its that I am a nice person and I have known him for soooo long that if he was being serious that he wouldnt have cried like a girl...

So I am just in a sucky mood tonight...I feel like I just wanna go to the beach and sit there and think about life, If only the beach wasnt 3 hours away from me... I wish I was in Florida!~

So my cousin leaves 2moro...and for some odd reason my parents are talking so loud that I can hear their whole conversation through the wall.

So I have laundry to fold and my work clothes to wash bc I only have 2 shirts....I hate doing laundry...Im happy because the laundry room is right next to my dorm in the Towers this year! No carrying my clothes down the street or anything ghetto..lol..

I am soooo happy bc I have almost everything I need for my dorm room! I just need a rug and a curtain for my dorm. I am going to have the cutest dorm ever,,,I need to, Ill be there for a year!

So..Im sleepy...Ill be back 2moro!

Deucesss

OMG I HATE THE TELEPHONE!!!!

DARN YOU THOMAS EDISON!!! I really dont like when people call me and my phone ringss... anywaysssss....So, This guy has confessed his love to me AGAIN! And he is sad that I dont feel the same way!! BOYYY, IF I HAVENT SEEN U SINCE 9TH GRADE, AND AT THE TIME I DIDNT THINK YOU WERE CUTE, SO WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT I LIKE YOU NOW?????? OMG!!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH PPL THESE DAYS...

So work tomorrow...AGAIN! Why bother? I HATE MY JOB....AND NOW I HATE BOBBY WEIRICH! He said that people shouldnt date outside their race...I THINK THATS BOLOGNA!!!! You can date whatever race you want...Color shouldnt matter.. I JUST WANNA GO SWIMMING 2MORO!!!!!! GRRRRRRR

Well Im going to sleep...Im sleepyyyyyy or like sierra used to say, I m sheeeeepyyyy..lol

Deucesss :P

Thought of the Moment.....

So I realized that my "BEST FRIEND" might not even be considered my best friend. I just wanna go to the club and she doesnt..I think she is scared...HOW COME PEOPLE IN NC ARE SCARED TO GO TO THE BLACK CLUB!!! AND THEY ARE BLACK????? And I told my friend, well I went to the lame white club with u twice, how come u cant come with me once, and she is like, I thought we set a date in August!!! WTF!!! Forget August!!! I wanna go NOW!!!!

Man, I Love college!!!

I really do miss school! I realized that man, I love being away and living that independent life! miss all my friends and my dorm room and going to class..i dont know why Im missing class...but I do..

So today I came to the conclusion that maybe, just maybe, me and my lil sister do look alike! I was in the store, and this random girl yells, "SIERRA!!!!" I was like hold your horses girl! You got the wrong person! LOL I said, I am Stephanie, her older sister...lol....Man, but like even my mom says that we dont look that similar. I mean this girl yelled my sisters name with confidence! Man What a morning..well Ill be back in a lil bitt!!!

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ALL WORK AND NO PLAY!!!!.............yeah right!

WORKKKKKK TODAYYYYYY!!!! I dont know why Im trying to make it seem like I LOVE my job when really, I HATE IT!!!

First of All! People of America, you try and try to get EVERYTHING you can imagine for free!!!! Im sorry, if It doesnt say free, then dont try to push it! People always try to use 345678 coupons!!! And then when I tell them that they can only use 1 coupon per order, THEY FREAK OUT!!!!! They attack me as if Im the one that wrote the coupon rules!

Second! If you didnt know, I work at an Ice cream Place! And we have at least 24 to 30 flavors everyday. So PEOPLE OF THE WORLD~~~ DONT GET MAD WHEN YOU COME AT 9:45 PM, KNOWING THAT WE CLOSE AT 10 AND GET MAD THAT WE HAVE RUN OUT OF THE FLAVOR YOU WANT!!!!!

People also like to make up their own menu and tell me to make sum stupid kind of ice cream concoction that doesnt exist! Dont tell me to make a chocolate fudge chip strawberry ice cream sundae, knowing I have no clue what that is or How in the world to make it! And dont you dare ask for ROCKY ROAD!!!!! I think that flavor is fake or some old timey flavor that old people ate wayyyyyyyyyyyyy back in the day!

I am sooo not ready to start this miserable day of serving ice cream and dealing with the people that want a triple cone, knowing they are obese!!!! You DONT NEED A TRIPLE!!!! WE HAVE NO SUGAR ADDED FAT FREE FOR A REASON!!!!!

Goodbye world and all the inhabit it! Off to work for mee!!!

Deucess!!!

So I am back now....7 hours later! After all of the pain and suffering of working my shift I am home and ready to chill out and eat lasagna! So Just as I suspected, and told u, people did exactly what I said Before!

First, this lady comes through drive thru in her lil Volkswagon Beetle. She asks if we have Black Cherry, I said not today, then she asks for Pistachio, I said Nope! Meanwhile, these flavors are not on the menu so I dont know what is making her think we have them. Then she said, Well I guess I will have White Turtle, since you dont have any other flavors that I like!!!! This is exactly what I wanted to say

"First of all lady, You act like we NEVER have the flavors you like and You dont have to buy the Ice cream if you dont want to. I mean, your already a big lady and you look like your kinda squished in that lil car, so you can do a day without this ice cream~"

Next, we get the people that make up their own thing! This guy said, Can I have a vanilla shake with a squirt of Chocolate sauce in it....Now he calls it a " Black and white shake" But whats the real name....A CHOCOLATE SHAKE!!!! The chocolate sauce mixes with the Vanilla Ice cream and makes chocolate...I dont know why he is trying to be all different and think he is getting sumthing special!!!

Finally, To put the icing on the cake, A LADY ASKED FOR ROCKY ROAD!!!!!!!! ROCKY ROAD!!!! We dont have that flavor on the menu!!!! why are people asking for it!!! Geeeezzzz people~~~~

Well im happy im back home!

Deucess~

Summer Dayzzz

So today is Saturdayyyyy and U kno what???? Im not doing a SINGLE THING!!! Except talk to my new man all day! Here he is:

Yeah I kno! He IS SEXYYYYY! Look at that cut! I love it when guys have that cut near the pelvis...Its sooo sexyyyyy LOL So Now its breakfast time and I have no clue what I want to eat! Eggs? Bacon? Biscuits? IDK wafffles????? maybe......

So I decided that In life I wanna accomplish many goals! Like become a Bartender! And a Plastic Surgeon and travel the world with like 2 kids and a cute husband! You kno? So in order to achieve these goals I have decided to buckle down this year and focus on schooling while maintaining a Job! Now this Job is only for the weekends..and It will help me reach my short term goals of :

1. Getting a Teacup Yorkie

2. Getting a Mac Computer

So Im gonna work my butt off and come out happy! :) So Im wondering...did my BF fall asleep and forget I was texting him???? lol...Its all good! Ill text him laterrr...

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I really wanna go swimming today...this summer has been BLAH! I havent been anywhere ordone anything fun or exciting..I really wanna go to NJ or to the beach! I miss the beach! I dont miss the sand in my crotch or when it makes my boobs itch like crazy, lol, but I like the waves and the whole beach atmosphere. And just seeing fine boys makes it all worth while! Im taking my bae to the beach when he comes and visits me...Man, seeing him in his swim trunks is gonna be heaven! lol...

So Now I have worked up an appitite!! I dont think I spelled that right, but Oh well! Byeee Loviessss

DEUCESS

Sooooo......

Sooo....Im new to this Blog Stuff...idk, I just decided to try it...Seems like funnn..So Im watching Yo Gabba Gabba, (idk why! Im 19 for goodness Sakes~!!) and these lil animal/creature looking things are not that friendly looking! Especially the one with ONE EYE!!! Is that not NASTY!!! AND WEIRD!!!!

So... I got a new BF! He is ADORABLE!!! Who would of ever thought I would go out with a guy a year younger than me! He is Puerto Rican!!! Just how I like em! So I tried to use BOLD and now I cant take it off!

So...I wonder what other ppl Blog about? Do they tell stupid Stories like me??? OMG I need to stop eating these Lay's Sour Cream and Onion chips!!! I can eat the whole bagg!

Next upp...PAUL BLART MALL COP!!!!!!!! GOODBYE FOR NOW PPL!!! BE BACKKK LATERZZZ

DEUCESSS